Tuesday, June 29, 2010

What's in the Air Lately?????

Everywhere I go, in everything I read lately, there seems to be a common theme. The feeling that change is in the air, growth is on the horizon, something is just feeling "off". I know I am feeling it---something very unsettling---something making it hard to settle down and focus on any one activity or project. It feels like I am waiting for something but I don't know what it is!! I see it in other blogs, in both the writing and, in some cases, the lack of writing. I hear it from other artists who are struggling with with where they are "at" right now. And there has also been a lot of death----it seems everyone I know has either lost someone or is in the process of losing someone. I long for a feeling of lighthearted-ness and just can't find it. I start to think of taking off on a spontaneous adventure and then something says "No, you need to stay home and wait"---for WHAT?!?!??! Somehow, venturing too far away from the homestead just doesn't feel safe at the moment. I am not liking this at all!!!! It would be very easy to spiral down into depression but I don't want to waste all that time!! It's too much work to dig my way out. So, any ideas anyone??? What the hell is going on?!?!?!? Are you feeling it too?????


Audrey said...

If there is anything in the air, I must be oblivious to it. I am just going along in my own happy world. Of course there are times when one must ponder the illnesses or troubles of loved ones. But for me right now, I'm happy as a clam.

Elena said...

Well now, I'm sure glad I'm not the only one. I've been feeling it alot - something in the air. Hugs dear Robin-I'll let you know if I figure it out. Otherwise I'm sure you'll read my whinings!